Chrissy Teigen feels "lost" and "depressed" after being part of a "club cancellation".

Chrissy Teigen feels "lost" and "depressed" after being part of a "club cancellation".

The 'Lip Sync Battle' star recently apologized for being a "trolley" following allegations of abuse from Courtney Stodden - who said the 35-year-old beauty used to text him to commit suicide - but admitted the embarrassment had taken his life and did not feel "right" by leaving the house. and.

Along with the photo of her legs, Chrissy wrote on Instagram: "Iiiii I don't really know what to say here ... I just feel like it's weird to pretend nothing has happened in this online world but I feel like I'm perfect in real life.

"Going out is awkward and uncomfortable, being home alone with my mind makes my head race so stressful. But I know that managing this thing right now is not the right answer.

"I feel lost and need to find my place again, I need to get out of this, I really want to connect with you people instead of pretending everything is fine. I'm not used to it any other way!"

The scandal saw Chrissy - with children Luna, five, Miles, three, and her husband John Legend - step back from her company and Chris Jenner's cleaning companies, Safely, and faced some negative consequences and admitted to being part of "canceling the club" as a learning experience, or even "it's ridiculous".

He continued: “The cancellation club is an interesting thing and I have learned a lot.

"Only a few understand it and it's impossible to know if you're in it. And it's hard to talk about it in that sense because you obviously sound white when you've clearly done something wrong. It's just ridiculous. There's no winning. But it's never been here. (Sic)"

The 'Chrissy's Court' star was expecting a shock when she commented but was determined to keep in touch with her fans.

He added: "All I know is that I love you guys, I miss you guys, and I just needed a moment of honesty for you because I just ... I'm tired of being sick all day. I don't even know if it's good to say any of this because it will be a cruel choice but I fail. I can't do this quietly!"

And Chrissy joked that she would love to connect with others who have had similar experiences because of their previous social media posts.

He wrote: "If you or someone you know is canceled please let me know if there is a reunion of the canceled club because I could spend some time on my couch! Thank you and say goodbye I love you. (Sic)"